-sigh-

She'll probably hate me for the rest of her life.

I know it's for her own good. But still..

I feel bad. I said those things because I just didn't want her to update to MSN Live. But all those things I said were true. I know what I saw. She can deny all she wants. But I know what I saw.

I don't mind her hating me, I just don't want her to go astray, don't make certain mistakes I've made in the past.

But I wonder why she's so different I am in terms of attitude and character. She gets into all sorts of trouble regardless in or out of the house.

Not saying that I'm the perfect angel; I'm not. We all have our imperfections. But is it to say that I got the so-called 'good genes' while she didn't?

What have I done wrong?