Lack of updates.

I've been busy and lazy (:

Sem 1 is drawing to close. There're no lessons now, just the handing in of work and one exam to study for then I'd be 'free' for the next two months. Free from school work, at least. Daddy still wants me to work =.=

Anyway, ah ma's at my place now, she's watching TV as I write this. Looking at ah ma, a myriad of emotions fill me. Love, gratitude and sometimes, sadness.

I think of all the bad things I've done when I was much younger (not that I'm that old la =.=), all the effort she put into raising me for the first 10 or so years of my life.

Ah ma isn't getting any younger.

She complains of aches and pains, numbness in her hands and feet. I'm so afraid that she'll go to sleep one day and not wake up anymore.

I'm afraid that day will come too soon, much too soon for me to handle.

And here's my wonderful ah ma:

Mai hip la. Gua ai kwah dian si ki.
("Don't take la. I want to watch TV.")

Please don't take ah ma away from me so soon.