Depression and Inertia

I had blogged an entire paragraph on how my brain's probably taking a holiday to some exotic island, but I deleted it.

It seems like this hamster is going through a period of depression and inertia. She doesn't feel like doing work, she doesn't feel like talking much to people, she just wants to curl up someplace where no one can find her.

Then jump out and say "boo."

She misses the adrenaline rush of a rollercoaster, she misses the feeling of a plane taking off (she always grins like an idiot whenever the plane takes off. When she's in the plane, of course. Regardless of whether its leaving her home country, or leaving the country she has escaped to and spent a whole lot of her parents money. Her aunt calls her an "airplane fool".) She misses secondary school when life was much more carefree. She misses being herself.

And she's debating on whether to delete this pointless blog entry.

Now she wants to curl up in bed, rest her tired eyes, and dream about dinner, and try to get rid of her depression.

"And the Lord said unto thee: thou shalt not be n00b." - Daryl 1:19.