Confusion

The things she said are making me feel very confused and apprehensive right now.

Should I believe in it?

Am I doing the right thing?

Am I getting myself into trouble?

I'm slipping back into my old ways right now, the path I thought I'd turned from and left behind forever.

But it seems like old habits will always return to haunt you.

I don't think I can sleep tonight, not after whatever she said.

A tough year awaits me, and its barely the beginning.

My tummy feels funny right now, the way it feels when something bad's going to happen.

Maybe it's psychologically induced, after the things I've heard; me and my overactive imagination.

What if I'm hurting myself again?

What if everything is going to happen again?

I must confess I'm not giving my 100% right now - it's just too scary to do it.

If I throw all caution to the wind, I will be broken in the end, like always.

Apologies for this melancholic post.

I'm just not feeling 'right' at this point of time.