The relief at passing the finance test slowly turned into childish anger and denial, and coupled with fatigue that began to creep into bones midway through Advert lecture and hunger, it turned me into a horrible, tantrum-throwing monster.

The ad for the SP Ad Analysis assignment was rejected because it wasn't the brand's promotion but rather, a promotion of the magazine where I got the ad from.

Which means I'd have to search again, and redo the ad analysis.

It's the searching that is a major pain in the ass.

Ginormous.

Astronomical.

I sat in the library from the time lecture ended, flipping through an endless sea of magazines, until about 9 where they chased bee and I out of the library because it was closing time.

Why can't lipsticks have promotions?

I saw countless of promotional ads but of course, they weren't what I wanted.

And to think with the Great Singapore Sale going on, I'd be able to find an ad without any problem.

I hate it when they say that whatever you're searching for will be in the last place you'll look in.

Yeah, like, DUH.

I feel absolutely no enthusiasm for any of my modules now, and I'm even dreading IS.

I suppose that isn't a good thing, since it's a new IS module for this term and while (I think) IS is something for you to enjoy, it's probably going to add on to my workload and my headaches.

Why?

Because I took lit.

Someone please take a knife and stab it through me now, or even a machete to lob off my head.

I really wish I didn't follow my mother's wishes and put Mass Comm as my first choice.

Look where it's gotten me now, and I don't know what the hell I'm going to do with the diploma after I've graduated.

If I do graduate from this course at all.

I know I sound like a petulant child now, but really. There's nothing much I can do about it, except to brainwash myself into liking my course, or to fake an enthusiasm that would ultimately drain me of whatever I have.

I should be getting on with my assignments.

Fuck it all.

Edit:
My IS module, Appreciating Literary Works, might not be as headache-inducing as I thought. According to my classmate who took it the previous term, we'd be learning writing techniques like satire and irony. And one of the final assignments would be either comparing the two books, or to write a narrative essay with the techniques taught. No points for guessing which one I'd do if it were to be the same assignment I'd be getting. Sounds pretty fun. Except that there're two books to read: Hiroshima and Fahrenheit 451. And those who know me and my reading preferences would know that these books are the sort that I wouldn't even bother touching. Bah.

Back to my report for newswg.

Just two more days to the weekend!